我不能让他牵动我的思绪，也许这是幻觉，我和他是没有可能的，
不要再无思乱想了。是时候该把他忘记了。我不会再想着他了，我把他当成普通的人，
我不会再对他有感觉。

这是什么感觉？
会不经意注意他，他的一举一动都干扰着我的情绪，很想看到他，也很想他 留意我，总觉得活着的人生目标就只有他，这是怎样的想法？

Really don't know what am i going to do ? The life there is really hard because i 've nothing to do.Is that sound very amusing ? Everyone is too busy and even no extra time for them to take rest .But what had happen to me ? Too free until my life getting hard .Sometime i really don't understand myself.I always want to achieve a great performance in all the way.But i don't know why i am so lazy to search for a chance . Because i 'm lazy,i don't get anythng. Now i 've a taste of my own medicine.Poor thing!Alicia,please be stronger!you know you can success? Everyone is supporting you. you 'll have a glittering future.look forward to it.Set aside all the useless things and start anew! Believe that tomorrow will be brighter.Come on!

哇！有好多好多的心事哦！不知要怎样说出口？心情实在是糟透了。很很很很很烦烦烦 啊！！！！！！！！

i m not like that .I never meant to give my friend's e-mail address to the anonymous. I admit that i had done it but the person that i give to is not a anonymous.She also know him. i tell her his e mail address because i want them to contact with each other again.Is there anything wrong? Please trust me .I never meant to create problems to him or find somebody to disturb him. i know we are friend. i appreciate our friendships .Tell me what to do now ! i have no ideas. Hopefully he will not keep scolding me . Friend,please forgive me! I beg you.

I found these songs very nice .i like it very much.So i copy the lyrics and paste it on my blog.Akon likes to make sound like 'OOOoooooo....'.But it is well.Hey...man...Don't miss it ...!Check it out .......man!


Don't matter

by Akon


Nobody wanna see us together
But it don't matter no
Cause I got you babe
Nobody wanna see us together
But it don't matter no
Cause I got you babe
Cause we gon' fight
Oh yes we gon' fight
Believe we gon' fight
We gon' fight
Fight for our right to love yeah
Nobody wanna see us together
But it don't matter no
Cause I got you

Nobody wanna see us together
Nobody thought we'd last forever
I feel I'm hopin' and prayin'
Things between us don't get better
Men steady comin' after you
Women steady comin' after me
Seem like everybody wanna go for self
And don't wanna respect boundaries
Tellin' you all those lies
Just to get on your side
But I must admit there was a couple secrets
I held inside
But just know that I tried
To always apologize
And I'ma have you first always in my heart
To keep you satistify

Keep Holding On



by Avril Lavigne

You're not alone
together we stand
i'll be by your side
you know i'll take your hand
when it gets cold
and it feels like the end
theres no place to go you know I wont give in
no I wont give in.

Keep holding on
'cause you know we'll make it through, we'll make it through
just stay strong
cause you know i'm here for you, i'm here for you
theres nothing you can say, nothing you can do
theres no other way when it comes to the truth
so keep holding on
cause you know we'll make it through, we'll make it through.




So sick



by Ne Yo

Gotta change my answering machine
Now that I'm alone
Cuz right now it says that we
Can't come to the phone
And I know it makes no sense
Cuz you walked out the door
But it's the only way I hear your voice anymore
(it's ridiculous)
It's been months
And for some reason I just
(can't get over us)
And I'm stronger than this
(enough is enough)
No more walkin round
With my head down
I'm so over being blue
Cryin over you

And I'm so sick of love songs
So tired of tears
So done with wishing you were still here
Said I'm so sick of love songs so sad and slow
So why can't I turn off the radio?

What kind of life that i go through all these time?i really can't stand such a dull life. i wanna escape from that .i wanna find something to make me feel that i am a useful person.
i 'm lost.i lost myself .He is gone.No more thing about him.Actually he is not present in this world.There is nothing that i can depend on.it is just a illusion .